mande-me um sinal.

Eu continuo procurando. Continuo abrindo portas como se a campainha tivesse tocado, mas eu sei que só havia silêncio. Não importa a música, eu não estou dançando no ritmo certo. Ou o mundo não está. Não no meu ritmo.

Havia uma velha ferida incomodando. Não que ela tenha cicatrizado totalmente, mas parece que eu arrumei um novo corte pra me preocupar. Tão superficial que não sangrou, apenas ficou com uma leve mancha de sangue no local exato. Mas a dor, a pulsante dor de um corte novo me fez olhar e pensar que talvez a ferida anterior já tenha ocupado espaço demais. Já tenha doído demais. Talvez é a hora de colocar apenas um band-aid e ‘curitr’ a ferida nova.

Eu vou continuar procurando. Vou continuar abrindo portas como se a campainha tivesse tocado. Eu vou continuar esperando.

hard enough.

Hard Enough
Brandon Flowers

You let me in to your life on a whim and there was magic and fire in the night
In loving I was just a little boy
I made mistakes that caused you so much pain
All I know is that I'm older now

Some people think that it's best to refrain from the conventions of old-fashioned love
Their hearts are filled with holes and emptiness
They tell themselves that they're too young to settle down
Well I promise that I'm older now

And this has been hard enough on you
I know it's been hard enough on me
Been telling myself that I can roll with the changes

And when the water gets high above your head
Darling don't you see,
While this has been hard enough on you
It's been hard enough on me

I wasn't looking when we built these walls
Let me spread my dreams at your feet
Let's not let time's bitter flood rise
Before my thoughts begin to run
I think I'm getting older now

And this has been hard enough on you
I know it's been hard enough on me
Been telling myself that I can roll with the changes

And when the water gets high above your head
Darling don't you see,
While this has been hard enough on you
It's been hard enough on me

I can't stand the thought of another, talking to you sweet my dear
Where would I be tonight if you hadn't held me here, in your arms?

And this has been hard enough on you
I know it's been hard enough on me
Been telling myself that I can roll with the changes

And when the water gets high above your head
Darling don't you see,
While this has been hard enough on you
It's been hard enough on me